Sunday, July 29, 2007
At 26 km there was a side road and I thought, "This would be a good place to stop. I've done 26, one less isn't too bad. Nobody would expect you to go further. Besides its dark and dangerous."
Then I saw a road sign further ahead and I told myself, "You are going to walk to that sign and then we will see how much further you have to go. I am not giving in. This is nothing, your body isn't injured, you have support, your lighted and relatively safe. And like Mom said God will shut the "lions" mouths. So just relax and walk."
So I did, and at the sign... I had walked 27 kms. We marked the spot and drove back to where Carmen was working. My bed was calling.
It has been really hot this week. And next week is supposed to be hot again. I am trusting the Lord for His provision.
I have been enjoying Dr. Adrian Rogers podcasts lately. But today I just found out that he has been promoted to glory since 2005! I was surprised and Paul said, "Though he is dead yet he speaks on." or something like that. His sounded smarter than mine... So, yesterday I listened to a sermon called Peace in Your Storm. I learned something very important: the word COMFORT is made up of two ideas 1.com means with 2. fort is strength. Why would we think of being calmed and cared for by a word that means with strength? Well, Rodgers was talking about the disciples in the storm. He points out that the very waves which they thought would go over their heads were under Jesus's feet as he walked out to them. The situation was infused with a new strength. Which element in the story was stronger now? John 16:33These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
If you need comfort, if your heart is in a storm that threatens to go over you remember that Jesus comes to you, walking on the storm for He has overcome. Invite him into your boat "and the things of earth will grow strangely dim."
Psalm 37: 23 The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD: and he delighteth in his way.
24Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for the LORD upholdeth him with his hand.
Take heart my friend, we can go together through the storms of life. Looking towards our Saviour who has overcome this world.
Just as a bonus I wrote out the rest of Dr. Rogers sermon. It may be of some help to you as it was to me.
PEACE in the Midst of Your Storm
Providence: His purpose brought me here.
Jesus sent his disciples into the storm. The storm didn't surprise Jesus. Some life storms are perfecting storms and some are correcting storms but in either case His faithfulness remains.
Entreaty: His prayers protect me here.
He was on the mountain looking at the disciples and prayed for them. First notice he was "looking" at them, he isn't too busy to notice you are sinking in your storm. He isn't wasting time, he is praying for you. Do you think he is praying for your ease? I don't think so, I believe he is praying that you will SEE the glory of God in your storm. That you will take the opportunity to grow in faith. I think he was praying that Satan who lies to you about the faithfulness of God would be held back so that you will have a chance to believe the truth.
Assurance: His presence comes to me here.
He is not far off, but walking right there beside you. If he is here, what can you be afraid of?
This is the one who has given all, suffered all, purchased all for you. Do you suggest by your fear that he witholds all that from you now? No, he is near by. Call on his name.
Comfort: His power sustains me here.
This word comfort is the infusion of power into a previously hopeless situation. He hasn't sent you into the storm to hurt you or destroy your life (as Satan is suggesting). You are here by his good purposes. Stay here and learn from the teacher he has sent you.
Expectation: His promise assures me here.
We do not live by explanation but by promise. Find a promise and stand on it. Here is a promise that I stand on: Heb 7:25 Therefore he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them.
And sometimes when all I can remember is one little song, there is enough theology in it to rescue me from any fear, "Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so. Little to ones to him belong, they are weak but he is strong." This was the song that Daniel was singing at the top of his lungs in the bottom of the pit; and the song that these disciples were singing as they pulled at the oars and the waves roared around them; and Paul and Silas sang while rats and cockroaches ran over them while they were chained to the walls of the prison; and Steven sang as he received his crown of rocks and stones; and shall I go on? Come my friend, hold my hand and we will sing that same song together... Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so. Little ones to him belong. We are weak but He is strong. Yes, Jesus love me! Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me! The Bible tells me so.
Comfort, comfort
Walking home with Him who loves me, I remain His handmaid and your servant, denise
Friday, July 27, 2007
LATEST BLESSING
Tomorrow morning (Saturday, July 28) Carmen will be heading home. Diane will take over the driving responsibilities again. I know Diane will miss having her best friend around. Only another 2 months before we get home (Sept 22).
Ray Perriman who is the International Project Advisor for Careforce Int'l stopped to walk with me. We had a great time of encouragement and then prayer. May God bless Ray as he serves the Lord with Careforce.
Then for supper we ended up at the Lovenuks. They are Carmen's 2nd cousins on his mother's side. Micheline and Ken were very generous and gracious hosts. They invited us back for a pancake breakfast this morning. Their son Phil is going to Brock U taking Kinesiology. We had such a wonderful time with them. In fact we are going to stay with them tonight too.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Guess who this is?
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
NEW FEATURE!!!!
On Sunday we were in Ignace and I had noticed a sign in a store front that said, "Redemption Baptist Church." So on Sunday we went to the service. It is a new work that the Pastor (I'm sorry I forget his name) and his family has just started. The Pastor also works fulltime as a EMS at Pickle Lake. He had a wonderful sermon for his small congregation (the three of us doubled the number of those who were in the chairs.
After church we went out for lunch to celebrate my anniversary (29th) and Diane found an other animal friend. On Monday the heat (as it probably was for you) was incredibly hot. Diane had a touch of heat stroke since its so hot in the RV. When we got to a picnic area at Raleigh Falls we decided to stop and finish the last 4 kms in the cooler evening. This photo is just one section of the falls but it was so exciting and cool to get in behind the falls.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Feeling dizzy
Wednesday morning of this week I turned over in bed and the whole RV turned over with me. I put my hand on the wall trying to stop it from turning. I was finally able to open my eyes. (Even writing about this brings me more dizziness) I got up and went outside and tried to vomit but wasn't able to "be productive" as a nurse might say. I pushed myself to start walking and eventually the dizziness went away. But I have never fully recovered - it doesn't stop me but its there. I had thought that first day that it was sun stroke as I had walked late, the sun was low and yet still strong, and I hadn't worn my sunglasses. But I have been very faithful to wear hat and sunglasses since. This afternoon, I was REALLY dizzy again. I ate and then slept for 1.5 hours. Diane encouraged me to get some medical care and I finally gave in. We went to the supermarket here in Ignace to ask if there was a walk in clinic. No, only an ambulance station. They suggested we ask them for help. They were excellent! They took my blood pressure -fine, my blood sugar - fine, and a heart something or other - she looked at the paper and said that I had a nice "P" curve? I told her thats cuz I had kids and the bladder just aint what it used to be. The other thought I had was a potassium deficiency. So I am eating sardines, bananas, and mandarin oranges. I don't know whats wrong but I am not going to walk without eating first - new rule. And although it is counter intuitive I have to eat more...not as easy as it sounds. I could really use your prayers about this.
Thanks for all your prayers and concern. We will be just resting tomorrow and then heading for Dryden on Monday! and Manitoba in two weeks!!! Yeeee
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Friends of mine
This photo was taken while crossing the Kaministiquia River on Hwy 102 (north of TBay).
I like the three modes of transportation which are descriptive of eras in Canadian history and economic development: the river, the train, and the road.
Then there are the people who are really my friends, like Diane who has been so faithfully committed to her calling to drive the RV for all this time. Although we have had (it goes without saying it is inevitable) our differences and have had to construct our own personal space within the confines of this small world, we are very well suited to work together. I could never do what she is doing and she has no desire to do what I am doing and yet together we will get the job done. Thanks Diane for all you do.
After our rad gave up and Canadian Tire couldn't help we were towed into Thunder Bay by this semi. It was my first ride in a semi. There was only one passenger seat so I sat on the bunk in the back.
We made it to TBay!
These last two photos are of the Kakabeka Falls. They usually run at between 11 to 13 cubic feet per second but at the time the photos were taken it was rushing at 100 cubic feet per second. It was an amazing and chilling sight. This is a wonderful destination for a vacation, come see Canada! Forget the cruises in the winter...this is where its at boys and girls!!! While Diane and Carmen took off for some alone time I stayed (very comfortably) at the Kakabeka Falls Provincial Park.
Well, my friends. I love you and want to thank you for all your prayers, support and encouragement!! This journey is a test of my faith. The evil one has not been sitting idly by while good things are happening. External circumstances (outside of the walk) have threatened to leave me undone but your prayers, and God's faithful compassion and provision have sustained and strengthened me to keep moving west. I was explaining to my Mom the other day that when you are beginning to expect more from your body you have to break it and then allow it to rebuild, then go back and break it again and then allow it to rebuild. I feel that my character is going through that process. I would not be a friend if I let you believe that I am tripping happily along without days of tears and hours of fear. But I would only be telling you a small part to not include God's grace in my heart. The tears are wiped away and the fear is dissipated as the threatening clouds. He gave me these verses the other day, "We put no stumbling block in anyone's path, so that our ministry will not be discredited. Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way: in great endurance; in troubles, hardships and distresses;" 2 Cor 6:3,4 I am privileged to know that many of you reading this blog have endured much hardship in your lives. We are blessed as we have drank deeply of his rich grace. I respect and honour each of you as you keep on serving your families, your churches, your co-workers, your communities. You are Christ's hands and feet.
HEY! He's promised to come back and make it all right. Thats our hope, thats our goal, thats when we finish the journey. Until then I remain His servant and your friend. Denise
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
The Moose Gallery
This is a favorite stop for travellers in Wawa, the Young's General Store. Thanks for supporting our troops!
We kept looking for you Josh, but we never did see you. Maybe next trip. We're proud of you son. Thank you for serving our country and for standing against those who perpetrate evil and violence in our world. We're praying for you.
Approaching Half Way! July 17, 2007
Tomorrow is another milestone in the walk. Denise reaches the half way point. We're not sure of the exact total distance, but we are estimating it at 3180 kms. Tomorrow, just 22 kms west of the town of Upsala, ON. Denise will walk the 1590th km. Tonight they are parked at the Upsala Can Op Campground. A couple of special highlights for today were meeting friends from Melfort on the road. Pastor Paul & Rose Dubois are fellowservants whom we are blessed to share ministry with in the city of Melfort. They are travelling by car as a family all the way to the Canadian Atlantic coast. Thanks Paul & Rose for your encouragement! The second blessing was receiving a care package at the Upsala Post Office from all of our friends at Breadalbane Baptist Church in the Ottawa Valley.